Stressing and having the blahs!

Pin It What is my problem? I'm sitting here today, just got home from church and seem to be incapable of making a decision regarding supper. Are we going to eat at church tonight? Am I going to make the first meal I had planned for tonight? (Which is a NO because the chicken is still frozen ... oops!) Am I going to make the backup meal I thought of when I realized plan A wasn't going to work?

There's a mountain of laundry and I don't want to do it. I need to get last year's school stuff organized and put away so we can pull out this year's school stuff, and I don't want to do it. I'm having a Pampered Chef party in a couple of weeks (and um ... if you're reading this and you're local, you'll be receiving an invitation in the next couple of days .. winky ... ) and I have a bunch of cleaning to do for that. Okay, truth be told, I'm excited about that. Not only about the party, but also about the motivation for cleaning my house that it will bring. Pathetic, huh?

I desperately do not want to start off our school year stressed out about it though! Homesat already made my low stress difficult, if not impossible, by cancelling their product that I love, and causing me to restructure some classes and schedules, so I'm TRYING to overcome that.

Sigh ... as MamaJ says, He obviously still has work to do in me. Praying that I'll be still, relax, and get done what needs to be done ... and not stress about it.

I'm also praying that someone else in this house will make a decision regarding supper. Otherwise everyone will still be sitting here tomorrow, starving, while I sit, still incapable of making a decision.

Just to let y'all know ... the family did get fed last night. The church fed them. LOL I decided to just give up on my decision making process. I sent them to church and told them to either eat there or grab something on the way home. Thankfully, since there was a storm, they just ate there.

Now ... what's for supper tonight? hehe